It reminded me of all the times I have seen rainbows since Jay's passing; it made me think of him. One time in particular stands out for me. It was this past March 25, 2012; it was the day I decided to turn my life over to God - the day I was baptized. It was a step towards a new life; one not wrapped around the torment of grief. I sat in my car and sobbed for this chance at a new beginning but most of all because I so missed Jay. The day was overcast and I said to my Jay "if you can feel how lost I am today without you; would you send me a rainbow". Not only did he send me one...he then sent me another. He always let's me know he is near! Always......
Jay will always be in your heart and be there when you need him most
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