Message

I am a little more energized today.  I awoke early and headed out the door by 8:15am.  It is still low tide at the shore; so off I go to find precious jewels called sea glass.  The ocean has always been my escape; I let the rhythm of the ocean cradle me and bring me to a state of simply being.

 Last night, I dreamt of Jay  - the only part I remember was him being trapped on a rock ledge.  But I didn't wake up sad - I am actually at peace so the dream must have turned out all right. 

Once at the beach, I go to my quiet place to meditate. Behind closed eyes, I am in a beautiful garden with many rainbows.  There are a million beings; but all I can see is their essence. No definitive physical features except for my Jay; I can see his smile - I know it's him.  He is without the trappings of his broken hip and leg; without the emotional hurt. No longer broken but at peace.

So I wonder -  does my dream and my meditation hold a message for me. .  I am "Forever Jay's Mom" and he will always be part of my essence (soul).

Heart Rock Found Today At The Beach